Here, I speak it all out…!!!

guess wat??!! I was watching KANK again.. I know I know..I sound like a hypocrite.. telling others not to watch it..and then watching it again myself…  Well..I don’t know if its with me ..or everyone has similar things happening with them..i have diff opinions abt the same thing…at diff times…ask me abt what my fav color ..i wld have a diff selection each day i suppose..ok now that over exaggerating it..but i suppose u get wat i mean….  I suppose wat i expect from a movie..is some entertainment..and the moment they get anywhere close to relaity…i sort of start to hate it…i do like the art movies..and the really serious movies..or the ones made fr social awarness..but when u go to watch a commercial movie..i go for pure entertainment…KANK is wat i call reality which is always wanted to be kept hdden…it happens with all of us…i am sure..some dare to openly agree..and some like myself..just deny it…i suppose its coz we are wat we call too traditional..to accept anything off the ordinary…to happen with us..  being in luv is pretty natural..and as one says…luv and death come uninvited..now dont get me wrong..i am not hoping to fall in luv with someone else..or am not telling u that i wldnt..its just that i wldnt allow it to go out of bounds…its tough to handle a single guy..then wat good am i goin to be with 2..   Omkara was another movie i watched recently..i didn’t like it too…well..thats for the same reasons as KANK..i swear i wld had killed anyone close to me to have cheated upon me…or rather ..to have hidden it from me..and also for breaking the traditional way of life…get married..and settle down with a single person..for all ur life…whether u like it or not… I shld tell hubby dearest abt this blog entry..he will have a good laugh..he has always had one..especially when i get all emotinal…rather emotinally confused..abt what i want..and what i am..and whatever be the case…  well..this seems to be one of the times..when i am feeling funny…and creating an image of being a realy confused person…coz of my ineffective way of expressing myself…(not that i disagree to be confused… ) .. So i better call it quits..and go to bed…and wake up to a new day..and a new me..with a totally new emotion…